Maggie’s Way Miracle-Working Magic Hour

If you like, please join me and others in my healthocracy, and let’s help me keep alive and living!!

The Writer Taking a Life-Affirming Walk

In my previous update post, The Next Adventure in Maggie’s Odyssey of Thorny Roses, I asked that we all help me keep focus on the stories of longevity and recovery while directing thoughts and prayers of good will and support my way.

Thank you to all who shared stories of recovery from and longevity with advanced illness diagnoses. Thank you for offers of treats, errand-assists, and hearing me on what I might find helpful from those wishing me well.

I would now like to propose “Maggie’s Way Miracle-Working Magic (MWaMWoM) Hour”, within our respective time zones, to help connect us in a healing exchange.

We can meet energetically, in thoughts, prayers and chanting, somewhere out in the universe—in a “Divine Intervention” or “distance Reiki energy healing” kind of way:

  • me as the receiver of healing intention;
  • all those who wish to send me 2 – 20 minutes of healthy intention.

Proposed MWaMWoM Hour Meeting Time:

  • 9 AM Vancouver / West Coast of North America (PST / UTC-8)
  • 10 AM Alberta (MST / UTC -7)
  • 12 PM Ontario (EST / UTC -5
  • 5 PM London / UK (GMT / UTC +0)
  • 6 PM Western & Eastern Europe (France, Germany, Poland) (CET / UTC +1)

Your Task:

  • At about the designated hour within your time zone, if you would like to, please spend a few minutes adding your thought-, prayer-, and chanting-energy to the universal channel directed at helping me heal—let’s call it frequency 101.

My Task:

  • I will open my consent veil around me during the designated hour within my Vancouver time zone, and let what health intention energy is flowing in the universe—including along frequency 101—to help my body do its healing magic..

I look forward to connecting for MWaMWoM Hour on the universal energy channel 101 🙂

Trusting life to do its thing.

The Next Adventure in Maggie’s Odyssey of Thorny Roses

There is some irony in the timing of finally receiving the good news about the *most likely* source of this mystery leg pain that has been with me for the last 9 months. It came during my birthday month, which as usual, was full of celebrations of life.

Maggie’s Thorny Rose Tattoo

These days, I am also rejoicing that I am still alive—finally, fully on board, in my thoughts and beliefs, and in the stories that I tell myself.

The not so pretty news, though, is that the *most likely* root cause of my leg pain is a rather extensive spread of *most likely* breast cancer cells into my bones and spine.

A recent MRI shows what doctors interpret as cancer metastasis. Whether it is breast cancer cells that have spread, or whether other types of cancer cells are having an out of control party in those areas of my body, this cannot be determined until a tissue sample is analyzed under a microscope in a biopsy. But regardless of the type of cell overgrowth, it cannot be denied that my health situation is serious.

I felt sad receiving this news. But I also felt unbelievably calm, centred, and present—everything felt more real than ever before. It felt incredibly *perfect*…

I felt well prepared for news of this magnitude about the health of my body at this point in my journey. I have *lived* for 8 years since my original breast cancer diagnosis in 2009.

I instinctively knew what I needed to do:

  1. Decide that I still want to live
  2. Trust myself

A part of me still feels that I can’t help but question some of my past decisions, and to what-if myself about doing more of this and less of that—although, logically, I know that it will not make any difference now, except for how much stress I put myself through. Only *I* can stop feeling “bad” about it, and I’m using my meditation skills to do that. I’m almost there!!

I am recognizing that I made the best decisions I could with the knowledge, resources and convictions I had at the time…and that by questioning those decisions now, I am still learning from those experiences back then and from this experience of my current circumstances.

When I contemplated sharing this, I thought about what I want to give and receive:

I want to give my genuine view about my situation.

I want to share the hope I feel that I can somehow come out of this, with years of living more experiences, which I truly believe is possible.

I am sharing far and wide, as I want to give everyone who knows my situation the opportunity to, please, support each other.

I want to receive thoughts and prayers of good will and support.

I want to receive the belief that I am already healing.

The Writer During Her 44th Birthday Month

I believe that the thoughts, prayers and beliefs of others—directed my way—can make a difference.

I thought about how difficult it is for me to forget the mainstream story of certain death in a short time that a diagnosis of this magnitude brings to mind—to forget it in favour of keeping focused on other stories:

  • stories of radical remissions*,
  • stories of people living for years and decades with terminal cancer diagnoses,
  • stories of people living long lives with all sorts of health challenges, including cancers, but without knowing what specifically ails them,
  • stories of me, once again, being a statistical outlier (being unique, special, different).

And, if it is difficult for me to keep focus on the stories of longevity, I thought about how difficult it may be for those I share this with, and ask for their support, to keep focus on those stories of longevity and recovery.

Admittedly, we don’t actually ever know anything for sure, and really, anything is possible. And so, what if the effects of thoughts, prayers and beliefs for someone’s health and longevity are like the effect of…democracy—where reality is determined by a majority vote in favour of an outcome.

What if life is a health-ocracy? What if each person reading this or hearing about my latest diagnosis actually has a say in the outcome of my well-being and on my longevity?

Trusting that each person is a powerful being, I wonder if seeing life as a healthocracy can make it easier for me, and for each person that knows my situation, to keep focus on the stories of recovery and longevity…

I think so.

And I trust that others will think so, too!

Individually, we’re pretty powerful, but maybe not sufficiently powerful at this point in evolution to make a huge difference in another person’s health outcome—but if anything is possible, as I believe it is—then it’s possible that each person, now, can contribute with their hopeful thoughts in a healthocratic kind of way…and together, we can help me to stick around a long while longer still…

That is all I ask: please keep focus on the stories of longevity and recovery while directing thoughts and prayers of good will and support my way.

Radical Remission – Stories of Longevity and Recovery

*Reading the research-based book, entitled Radical Remission, may be helpful. It follows the fate of over 100 individuals across the world in recent years, who received a terminal, Stage 4, wide-spread cancer diagnosis—and lived for years and decades to tell about it. In addition, the researcher interviewed 50 holistic healers and studied over 1000 documented cases to write this book. The author then summarized the 9 most common factors in these people’s lives that shed some light on their radical remissions:

  1. Radically changing your diet.
  2. Taking control of your health.
  3. Following your intuition.
  4. Using herbs and supplements.
  5. Releasing suppressed emotions.
  6. Increasing positive emotions.
  7. Embracing social support.
  8. Deepening your spiritual connection.
  9. Having strong reasons for living.

These may be considered to be the essential “treatments” that these individuals embraced in their own healing journeys.

Related is this article on the 9 Key Factors Affecting Radical Remission From Cancer, which refers to over 3500 case studies published in the medical literature, and collected by the Institute of Noetic Sciences, about people who experienced spontaneous remissions from seemingly “incurable diseases.” Most of the case studies revolved around people with Stage 4 cancer diagnosis, who either declined conventional treatment or were given treatment deemed by doctors to be inadequate for a cure.

And I know, I know! I can stop spreading this sort of “Thorny Roses” sunshine anytime now!

So, besides all the cancer talk and attending medical appointments…

…what else is going on in my days?

The Writer Celebrating Birthday Month with Food & Good Company

I celebrated my birthday month with various get-togethers with friends and relatives in-person over delicious meals and via Skype, went out dancing, took myself out for a steak tartare dinner and Fifty Shades Darker movie date, had a stranger leave me a beautiful white lily in the basket of my bicycle, received a loving birthday gift from my German travel companion, let myself sleep in on many occasions, kept up with my daily morning 2 minute plank routine and weekly Pilates classes, among other enjoyable experiences.

Random Stranger Helping the Writer Celebrate Birthday Month with a Lily in Bike Basket

The Writer Celebrating Birthday Month with a Steak Tartare & Movie Night

Appreciating Thoughtful Birthday Month Gifts from German Travel Partner

I said goodbye to my favourite local grocer that’s closing its doors after decades of operating in that location. Between stocking up there, and during a Costco shopping spree with my friendly neighbour, my pantry is overflowing with food abundance.

I’ve attended several author readings and the Room Magazine writing festival—and a few comedy shows touring in Vancouver.

I’ve dusted off the draft of my book, Maggie’s Way, and began writing down my story again.

I’ve re-read some of my poetry from my collection of over 100, which I still really like, and plan to work on sharing more of it online and publishing it.

I also plan to pay some attention to getting my affairs in order, and finally get to some of those organizational tasks—such as updating my will, and preparing power of attorney documents—as there’s really no time like the present for this kind of administrative fun.

The Writer in One of Her Favourite Environments

I plan to visit with a couple of my engineering girlfriends in Victoria on Vancouver Island over the Easter long weekend in April.

In the Summer, I may go abroad on a healing retreat and / or a bucket list trip.

This year, I celebrate my 20th anniversary of graduating in engineering from the University of Waterloo, 20 years of living in Vancouver, and 20 years since moving here on the cross-Canada train. I’m planning to go back East for the graduation reunion in September—maybe even on the train!

And I’m adding specific experiences to my bucket list for afterwards.

And resting! I plan to spend a good portion of my days in peaceful, life-affirming, comfortable places—in nature, in my body and mind with my soul, and in my beautiful, granxurious new bed!

The Writer’s Granxurious New Bed

Who has the time for dying when there’s so much living to be done!

But, first, I think I’ll go and meditate for a bit, to calm myself from all the excitement of this update and of taking stock of my thoughts, activities and plans!

I highly recommend guided meditations on YouTube by Jason Stephenson.

Here are some of my favourites:

And more recently, these:

Although my situation is serious, since I’m still alive, it is not too late!

Thank you for caring and for witnessing this part of my journey.

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